I'm not exactly sure what to do with myself or where to go. It seems like I meet so many people only to have to say goodbye to them. I've been in and out of relationships because I always get lied to and led on. How am I supposed to open up again and start trusting? I know it's something that has to be earned and built but I am so afraid even to take that kind of a risk. Why is it most people prioritize sex over so many other things. I mean sure I am young, but, it's all really scary to think that all someone might want out of me is sex and then I lose my virginity to a prick. I guess it's just really important to me.

 

Most people want sex because it is easy to find sex and so hard to find love.  You are still young and with time you will learn that not everybody is bad. You will learn why people do what they do and you will open up to love.  Don't be afraid to take risks because that's what life is all about.  Be afraid of just doing nothing because you are afraid to get hurt.  Love yourself the way you are, don't judge people's actions. You will learn at some point why some people do what they do.  And when you have sex, be safe. Protect yourself by always wearing a condom no matter how much you love your sex partner.   You will find that special one. Don't give up.  You got to kiss a lot of frogs to find a prince. Good luck!