Should I be worried about suppressing my urge to experiment? I am a 30 year old male who has always considered myself straight. I have never been "attracted" to a man but about five years ago I became conscious of being turned-on by the idea of servicing a guy with oral sex. I am very attracted to women and hope to get married to one someday and have no intention of ever having a relationship with a man, furthermore I couldn't deal with anyone I know finding out I have this fantasy. Still, I can't stop thinking about it. I'd say for every 3 sexual thoughts I have about women, I have 1 about servicing a guy. My question is, which head should I listen too? If I try to ignore this am I likely to develop some kind of mental issue? Or should I try it once, and try to "get it out of my system"? -Curious in Minnesota ps Thanks, sorry the question was so long.

 

Most guys will try anything and that does not make them a bad person.  Sometimes in life you have to experience something to know whether you like it or not.  Some foods may look good and tasty, but when you try it, you may be surprised or very disappointed.  You only live once and if you have that in your mind and cannot live without the real answer, then try it.  Whatever you decide to do... please play safe! Good luck!