I am a gay and act it very much. But all my friends are extremely homophobic and often talk about killing gays. So to them, I always tell them it is nothing but a joke. They accept me  mostly because they love my cooking, and I clean them up before their dates with females. I have fallen for one of my friends, and sometimes he will do stuff, like put his hand on mine when he wants to show me something on the computer. He also lets me rest my head on his during long road trips to heavy metal concerts. Every time I try to ask him on a date though, I get a stonewalled NO. He is very religious and I think this has a lot to do with it. It is unfair because we are perfect for each other, as friends and I imagine even better dating, help!

 

Get the hint, he is not gay. It may be hard for you to accept it, but it is the truth. No matter how close he gets to you, he will not be what you want him to be.  Find someone who is really gay and who is going to give you what you really need.  Keep this guy as a fantasy but nothing more than that.  You deserve someone who will be there for you no matter what even sexually.  He is somewhere out there so don't miss the boat.  In regards to your friend talking about killing gays, it is your job to teach those ignorant friends of yours that kind of talk is not acceptable.  Gays make this world a better place and it is up to you to stand for your rights or let other people walk all over you.  Good luck!